dancing with limes

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

sometimes i think to myself, where has the old hendric gone. right now, im like still living in my past. all the past achievements and influence and all.but my current situation somewhat just reflects a fraction of what im capable of. sometimes i dono what do i actualli want. do i want to be up there with the greats and bask in all the good stuff or do i just wanna do things my own way and be contented with knowing ive done all i could. the latter gives a feel good feeling too of course. when you receive letters, messages or just verbal reassurance that u have made a difference. But is that all to it?
i know it's not right to expect stuff in return for what u do but isnt it unfair for those who work their ass off to always remain and eventually become part of a memory labelled as just a nice/capable/respected guy? but i guess this may be the result of having little talent,looks,wealth,intelligence in the first place.

but i'm determined now. i want to break free from this stigma that i have for myself. i want to fly through the clouds and to the heavens.
i've had enough of looping around. i need to be more focussed.

hendric danced away @
8:05 PM

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Wednesday, November 08, 2006