_hendric tay_
12 Sept 1987.
Singaporean Chinese.

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Saturday, May 07, 2011

broken, angry with no one to turn to.

hendric danced away @
5:18 PM


Tuesday, April 26, 2011

i need to constantly pull back to stop myself from getting hurt

hendric danced away @
12:01 AM


Saturday, April 23, 2011

I always wonder how things will be like if i cared less

hendric danced away @
9:54 PM


Monday, March 28, 2011

starting to lose faith in certain things held closely to me already.
Just want to move on.

hendric danced away @
2:09 AM


Sunday, March 06, 2011

i fear for your change

hendric danced away @
2:35 PM


Wednesday, February 23, 2011

You know the feeling one gets when you work really hard for weeks and you rest for a day then everything hits you?

The last 7 weeks was probably one of the more intense periods I had to ever go through. Internship will never quite be what you expect. From initial fears of being treated like an intern and not getting to do any real work to being overwhelmed with doing real work that you do not feel entirely for. There are constant personnel changes plus annoyances and shit to deal from the client. And to top it off, there are internal struggles that question the very dream you have had for years.

Is this the kind of life I am to lead for the next 10 years of my life? What about the practical considerations that have to come into play. As much as I know I should share the responsibility of looking after my parents, I know the bulk of it will have to come from me. The drama thats gonna unfold in the next month or so is bound to affect our very existence as a basic family unit. Wonder what the future awaits.

I always tell myself not to lose my campus life as it is the kind of thing that one will never get to experience again once they leave school. Yet the competitiveness in me gears me up for chionging and preparing for the future through school, internships and all. It's really hard to find a balance. Simple things like whether to chiong 20aus + FYP next sem and leave the last sem free for internships or to spread it out, heck the internships and just do what I like inbetween.

I wanna dance, travel, keep in touch with pple and take on personal projects on top of doing well in sch and preparing for the workforce.

But I guess you are right in telling me that I can and will be able to do anything, just not everything.

hendric danced away @
6:42 PM


Monday, February 21, 2011

I refuse to give in.

hendric danced away @
1:37 AM